i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake

this is the realist shit on this website

"The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies."
Anonymous  (via jdvlla)

On a side note I don’t fucks with this new tumblr. I just unfollowed and refollowed like ten people because of it 😒😒


There comes a point in your life where you think you’ve met the one and can picture the rest of your life with them. For some people it will work out and for others it won’t.

It’s sad to say that I’ve felt this way about someone for two years now and I’ve finally realized it will never be.

The one chance you had to tell the truth you chose not to and that’s when I realized we won’t ever actually be a we.

Some people might say I’m being cocky or conceited but honestly unless you’ve been in the same room with the two of us you have no idea what it’s like. With the obvious chemistry, the fact that there’s always a smile on our faces when where with each other, how we can tell each other anything and everything and we know neither will judge, how you were one of the first guys to see me without make up and asked me why I wore it and told me I didn’t need it, how I can yell at you and you’re the one to say sorry, just everything we’ve been through, it’s something you can’t ignore.

Everyone around us seems to realize it but you and I just can’t wait anymore. How is it that the freshman wrestlers from this year will ask about us but you won’t? How is it that the coaches will ask about us but you won’t? How is it that everyone can see how you truly feel but you?

You’re my best friend and I know nothing will ever come between us but I’ve finally realized that that’s all we can ever be. Best friends and nothing else and I’m finally okay with that.

I love you, but I’m finally over being in love with you.

"You still have a lot of time to make yourself be what you want."
S.E. Hinton, The Outsiders
(via lostgal49)



What if you wake up one morning and you’re in bed with the love of your life and they have their arm around you and their snoring like a fucking ass hole, but you can’t help but to smile and you hear a baby crying and it finally hits you, you’ve made it.
you beat the demons inside you, the voices, the darkness.
I look forward to that, to knowing I made it


I don’t know how some girls are 100% straight like have you seen girls